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Sunday, October 29, 2023

Fall Foliage Lightens You Up


Thanks to the Four Corners Conference, I need to drive to Malvern, a suburb of Philadelphia. Over the years, I only took trains from DC to Philly and had no chance to explore its rich collections of gardens, like Morris Arboretum, Azalea Garden, Jenkins Garden, etc. Believe it or not, the Greater Philadelphia region has more gardens in close proximity than anywhere else on the continent, with 38 public gardens all located within 30 miles. Many of them are close to Malvern, the Vanguard company's headquarter.


This time, I have a car, so I plan to visit the long-awaited Shofuso Japanese Garden. Alas, I arrived in Philly too late for Shofuso on Wednesday afternoon. What one loses on the swings, she gets back on the roundabouts. I missed Shofuso, but I encountered the most beautiful garden I have ever seen: Chanticleer.


Chanticleer is romantic, imaginative, and exciting. The garden is a study of textures and forms, where foliage trumps flowers, the gardeners lead the design, and even the drinking fountains are sculptural. 




The gardeners have a clever idea. They collected dropped flowers into a water basin. Being together, these fallen angels gained a second life and became the best offering on the altar, the offering to the Goddess of Nature! 


 
Sit and enjoy the views. Relax, read, converse, meditate. Feel the sun on your back and the grass beneath your feet as you listen to the birds and enjoy the fall's breath.



My favorite part of the garden is an area called "Ruins." The incomplete masonry sets a contrast against the beautiful blue sky. The little fountain hosts several pieces of sculptures, sharply impressive. 

    






I walked and walked till the garden was closed, whole-heartedly purified and satisfied. Nature is always my sanctuary, in particular during this time of year when trees, plants, and flowers are coming to life. 









I saw more colors and spirits of the fall on the road back to DC. Meanwhile, I finished listening to the audiobook Klingsor's Last Summer, a book by Hermann Hesse, my favorite novelist. Many years ago, I encountered the Museum of Hermann Hesse in Switzerland during another conference (the story is here). Karma brings him to me again; I unexpectedly found this book before starting this road trip. His other books, Siddhartha and the Glass Bead Game, have profoundly affected me in some dark moments of my life. They have guided me on how to face the struggles and to find wholeness and meaning in life. And this book, again, hit my heart unexceptionally. 

Klingsor's Last Summer, is somehow autobiographical. It was written in 1919 at the end of World War I. That year, Hesse was 42 years old. His hometown turned into a ruin in the war, and so did his marriage. What he had been proud of and cherished was gone. "If you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares back at you" (Nietzsche). He suffered, looking for an answer and an uplift. I don't know how Hesse went through the ordeal. However, without the rotten leaves in the fall, there wouldn't be the beautiful flowers in the spring and the fresh fruits in the summer. Similarly, without the self-analyzing Klingsor's Last Summer (1919), there wouldn't be the more famous books later such as Siddhartha (1922), Steppenwolf (1927), and The Glass Bead Game (1943). 

This book comes at such a time. I also experienced difficulties. But all cyclical dark moments in life are temporary. One can still cultivate inner peace, as Hesse told us through Klingsor's words:
 
There was not a thing in the world that was not just as beautiful, just as desirable, just as joyous as it’s opposite. It was blissful to live, it was blissful to die, as soon as you hung suspended in space. Peace from without did not exist; there was no peace in the graveyard, no peace in God. No magic ever interrupted the eternal chain of births, the endless succession of God’s breaths. But there was another kind of peace, to be found within your own self. It’s name was:
Let yourself fall
Do not fight back
Die gladly
Live Gladly!"






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Sunday, September 12, 2021

Walk towards the Mountain

 

        (Fossil from the Natural History Museum of Utah)


Twenty-one months have passed since I last traveled. And I am on the road again, finally. 

Like many others, I ever thought 2021 would end the pandemic and bring the world back to order. Who dares to predict that living with the pandemic becomes new normalcy. Yet, on Labor Day weekend, the Delta variants of COVID hit a new record. In this background, I made my first travel during the pandemic. I was nervous since I could not bear the risk of spreading the exposure to my infant baby and the toddler. For two times, I almost wanted to give up the trip and asked the seminar organizer to switch to the virtual format. 

I am glad that I still made the journey. 

It is memorable. 

"Travel light, live light, spread the light, be the light."


Like my paper has argued, human physical interactions are important and cannot be substituted by virtual ones. It is true not only for collecting soft information but also for experiencing life. Before this trip to Utah, I had not thought about life could be so simple, close to nature, and passionate. Over the years, I have lived in big cities like Washington DC, New York City, and even earlier, Chicago and Shanghai. The city culture is always sophisticated, so does the city life and city dwellers. Here in Salt Lake City, however, life is different. At least, it is a city where mountains are always in the vision anywhere you go. 

(Rainbow near the University Guest House, with mountains in the distance)


Being able to travel again is so wonderful. It forces me away from my DC routines, thus offering fresh and distant observations on my life in the pandemic. Like what I have experienced from other journeys, this trip also helps me identify what is truly important and valuable in life --- When one is stranded in routines, those important and valuable become blurred, masked, and even inundated by daily activities.

Traveling also introduces me to an alternative life of others on the road. Can you imagine going hiking after work with colleagues? Even better, to have a beer afterward? Can you imagine hiking and mountain biking every week? Let alone live in the mountain with a million dollars view. Can you even imagine having skiing clubs to babysit your children? Yet, this is what can happen in Salt Lake City, at least for some of my local friends. No doubt, this is a totally different life from DC or NYC, a life I have never imagined before!

I have half-day leisure time and thought I could visit some museums, as I always do in other cities. Matt kindly drove me around near my lodging and suggested his favorite trail, short but scenic with mountain views and a happy companion of a creek. 

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By the end of the trail, I followed the sound of the creek and unexpectedly embarked on another trail, the one towards the mountain peak. When I climbed all the way to the hilltop, the world became so tranquil that I could hear my heartbeats; I could feel the pleasant touch of the wind, and I overlooked the city and saw more mountains on the other side. 

       (View from the hilltop, the overlook of the city)

     (Vegetation on the trail towards the mountain peak)

(Stones at one exit of the Bonneville Shoreline Trail, located in front of the Natural History Museum of Utah.)


Before dropping me at the hotel, Matt told me, "you will not miss the path. The mountain is over there. Just walk towards the mountain, and you will find the way to enter it."

Yes, the mountain is there! The most important and valuable things in life that are worth lifelong effort, patience, and passion to go after. We may feel puzzled, get lost, and make detours. But they are there. Just walk towards the mountain! 

Thank you, my friends, for an inspiring journey! 


Photographed by Jennie Bai.
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Related articles: 

Utah -- Hoodoos! 

Montana - The Journey of Understanding

Abisko - Arctic 'Adventure'



Thursday, June 20, 2019

B.E.A.C.H.: Best Escape Anyone Can Have


It's WFA again. As always, I am engaged in intense intellectual activities and hectic social meetings. I kind of enjoy the fun and the inspiration,  but I cannot deny that it also burns my brain and make me dizzy. Often I can refresh myself by taking a leisure tour to local museums or visiting local parks. For this year however, the tight two-day agenda limited such possibility. Also, the weather didn't cooperate; it was unpleasantly cold and cloudy.

(crossing Pacific Coast Hwy)

"OK. I will just attend sessions then fly back to DC," I planned so. And I told my Uber driver on the way from my Airbnb lodging to the conference hotel when being asked how I plan to enjoy this trip.

"Uh-oh, I am sorry! The weather is indeed unusual this year. But maybe, you could still have some time for yourself? Sometimes, I just go to beach, lying down and listening to the waves of the ocean." The silver-haired grandpa-like Uber driver smiled to me, full of expectation. His sincere smile suddenly touched me.

"That's a good idea! Maybe I could squeeze some time." I smiled back with gratitude, sort of answering a promise to Grandpa, though I know that I could hardly make it.

The next morning I woke up at 5:30AM, unexpectedly. The ocean is calling. A strong inner desire urges me. I followed my heart, and it led me to the beach.



(The quiet beach, only surfers)


It was 6:00AM, 64 degrees Fahrenheit. The beach was quiet, with few people and several seagulls. The moment touching the sand, I knew that I was in the right place. All my senses joined the journey. I felt the tiny grains of sand beneath my feet and the cool spray of mist; I heard the sea's rhythmic roar as the waves advance and retreat; I smelt the tang of salt in the air. All of theses instantly made me very happy. I was so glad that I came to the beach, even just for one hour, which lit up the entire trip!

Adjusting breath, closing eyes, and sitting in lotus posture, I started to meditate by the sea.






"Every time I see the sea, I feel a calming sense of security, as if visiting my ancestral home; I embark on a voyage of seeing" (by Hiroshi Sugimoto 杉本博司). I see both  those visible in front of my eyes and those invisible inside my heart. At the beach, life is different. Time doesn't move hour to hour but mood to moment. We live by the currents and plan by the tides.

The waves come and go. I thought of  my unbearable loss in Japan. It is gone. I thought of my hard time and dark moments in the past decade. They are gone. And I know they will come back, and go away again... It is hard to predict life's peaks and troughs. But we could try to remain equanimous and face it and accept it as it is, since all up's and down's are impermanent like the sea's waves, and they will eventually pass. This is the law of nature, "anicca" as in Pali.


(Caribbean Sea, Jamaica, 1980, Photography by Hiroshi Sugimoto. Image source: Google)




If you ever visit places close to the sea, please do visit the beach, even just for a few minutes. Most likely, you will be glad for such decision like me. There you could have a better understanding of yourself. Let the sound of the ocean speaks to your soul.

Sand on, stress off.



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Epilogue:Every journey, long or short, has joyful surprises. During the 48 hours at Huntington Beach,  a grandpa-like Uber driver inspired me to a meditation by the sea, my airbnb hostess shared with me her uplifting story of how to rebuild herself after the sudden death of her husband by running half-Marathon at the age of 75,  another Cuban-born Uber driver initiated our discussion on how to seek a stable relationship in the materialistic society. Their kindness, warmth, and positive energy struck a chord with me, which I am deeply grateful thus hope to keep such memory through this blog.

May you also feel the light and warmth on your road!


(Rose in the patio of my Airbnb lodging)

PS: California has a flora with brilliant colors, that also conveys the power of healing. For more pictures, see my another WFA trip to Montery Bay: Healing in Cali - Montery, or directly here
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Sunday, March 27, 2016

Cherry Blossom II


Sakura, together with the Japanese spirit it symbolizes, has a peculiar fascination on me. Sakura bloom in glowing color and then fall to the ground within a week. They are a reminder to many Japanese of mono no aware (物の哀れ), a Buddhist concept that recognizes the impermanence of life. Last year I recorded moments (see Cherry Blossom I) of cherry blossom in the daylight, 観桜, while I hope to complement the image with cherry blossom illuminated at nights, which has a special word in Japanese called Yozakura 夜桜.

Ideally, night cherry blossom is a poem of blossom AND light. Imagine thousands of white and pink pedals wafting like snowflakes through the light of the moon and red lanterns... for example, the image below from Hirosaki Park, Japan. Or you can feel the scene from a video on YouTube.

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(Source: Google Image by searching "Yozakura")


Unfortunately, immigrated culture no longer keeps its original essence. In Washington DC, there are no light in any famous cherry blossom spot. My wish fell through. However, the immigrated culture absorbs new energy from the American spirit. Along the Tidal Basin near the Monument, I have seen beautiful smiling faces and felt easily contagious cheerful mood.

If you had not or couldn't view the cherry blossom by yourself, let the wind bring you my sincere Spring wishes!

Created with flickr slideshow.



Photographed by Jennie Bai.
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Sunday, April 12, 2015

Cherry Blossom I








Tens of thousands of people pour into DC for the peak of cherry blossom. Every smile tells the enjoyment of human beings on exalted cherry trees, gift from Japan in 1912. Over the one hundred years, generations of people explore the happiness and comfort from the gift of trees. 




Hand-colored photograph taken several years after the March 27, 1912 gift of cherry trees from the mayor of Tokyo to the city of Washington. (Photo: Library of Congress)




A pleasant walk around the Tidal Basin during the 1920s with cherry blossoms. (Photo: Library of Congress) 







Though most people indulge in the ardent massive beauty of cherry trees, few know that cherry (in Japanese name, Sakura) also symbolizes the Japanese spirit. As well captured in the Japanese saying, "To find the soul of Japan, look at the cherry trees under the sunshine."  (欲问大和魂,朝阳底下看樱花)





According to Japanese Buddhist traditions, falling sakura petals represent the impermanence of life. Sakura petals only live a week. They bloom brilliantly and fall with the wind. The beauty of falling sakura has been the topic of countless Japanese poems and songs. (the topic will be discussed in another article "Yozakura 夜桜 ")








In these spring days,
when tranquil light encompasses
the four directions,
why do the blossoms scatter
with such uneasy hearts?
 
Ki no Tomonori (c. 850 – c. 904)





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Wednesday, June 18, 2014

Healing in Cali - Monterey


I'd like to be under the sea
In an Octopus' garden in the shade

This land has magic power of healing! The rich color,  the diversity of species, and most importantly, the sun restore your energy and passion!



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                    Photographed by Jennie Bai.
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Thursday, April 25, 2013

Charleston where Time Pauses



I came back to Charleston for the second fixed-income conference. I lived in the same B&B and even the same room. From the moment I seeing Diane, the B&B owner, memories recovered. Hardly anything has changed from her side; both she and her puppy are as happy as before. But from my side, many things have happened over the past year. Everything in Charleston seems to serve as an anchoring point;  the house, the garden, the street, the lady in goat-sheep-cow store, etc, all remind me what I was yesterday and who I am today. The change flew away through fingers into silence. 


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Time pauses in Charleston. After landing in the airport, my mind still carried all kinds of noises from New York. Yet chaos surprisingly disappeared when I started to rambling around historical houses. As last time (See Charleston Requiem), I stood under the window or in front of the garden gate, contemplating the life of those I never met... Time freezing in cobweb, offers me an escape from the present.

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(Charleston Mule Company)



Recalling my first two years in NYC, I frequented cultural events like concerts, operas, dances, and art shows. The record ever was attending ten Carnegie concerts in a month. Nowadays, I have gradually found the 'fire in belly' and prefer to focus on one or two things in my life. 

Cultural event for me is no longer a series of activities, but rather an altitude and a sentiment. It could happen anytime and everywhere
It could be the shadow of oak tree leaves on a plain wall.

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Or a bronze crab decorated in the garden jar, viewed through the iron gate...

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Or a fountain with Roman lion heads through the gate.

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What I enjoy is to retrieve the lost moment, which has been squeezed out by errands, tasks, and endless deadlines. On  a tipsy Spring afternoon,  I was delighted by feeling the breeze through the alley of houses.  

Often in life, what is lovely and beautiful is not necessarily to be one single point, but the ambience and sentiment around that point. It could be a life style or things filtered through time. 

We might not be a designer or an artist, but we could be a being to live our lives with the attitude of art.

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Photography wasn't about aperture or shutter speed, focal length or white balance. Believe it or not, I know little about photography technologies. A good photo for me is straight, simple and from the heart. With love and compassion, you can have a dialogue with any being in the world. And camera is the recorder.


The journey was short with less than two days. Yet every moment counted and I was full of appreciation, to junior peers of Jack, Marco, Hitesh and Jens who motivated me by their diligent productivity, to wall street veterans of Rick, Jared, Michael for their real-world insight, to old friends of Jean and Hong, and so on. I remember the night Allen and his wife invited me and Matt for a wonderful dinner. I trekked through thunderstorm to get to the restaurant. After the dinner, rain and wind stopped. It was such a tranquil and beautiful Spring night! I strolled in the alleys of old houses, seeing a garden with blossom petals on green slates. It reminded me of Hakuin Ekaku: with the night deeper and darker, I wish you could listen to the sound of snowflakes (petals) falling on the ground...

随着那夜色愈深愈沉,我多么希望人们可以听一听那雪花飘落的声响……
                                   ---白隐禅师(Hakuin Ekaku)

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Photographed by Jennie Bai.
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Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Advanced Halloween -- Hurricane around Central Park


God must be busy these days! He has been called upon by numerous people, "Oh, My God!"

Being at upper west side, we luckily could maintain our normal life. We have water, electricity, even internet, -- what a blessing also a luxury, considering that uncountable people were suffering the wrath of Hurricane Sandy.


Monday Night (October 29)

I summoned up courage and ventured out around 8pm on Monday evening, during the howling viciousness of the storm. Having no emergency errand, I was simply reluctant to miss the unprecedented chance (at least for me) to witness the mighty power of Nature.


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(88th St and Broadway Ave)


My adventure didn't go beyond a few blocks and was totally stopped at 87th St and Central Park West Ave. Possibly because this location was a tuyere area from the Central Park, extremely strong gusts dominated every possible space even time. Stunned, I felt as an unwelcome guest to a Halloween Party. No treating, dare not trick neither. All participants to this Halloween party were gods: Aeolus (wind), Zeus (sky and rain), Thor (thunder), Nyx (night), the Hecatoncheires (storm), and so on. Every participant has his/her powerful connection.  Trees bowed in front of them, broken or uprooted mercilessly. Oh, my God! Such an open natural concert of Beethoven Symphony 5 or Pathetique Sonata!


Tuesday Morning (October 30)

The party fizzled out in the early morning. Gods have returned to the Olympic Mountains. I, the earthling, now can enter their domain, quietly. Below is the overall scene of the 87th Street.

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(87th St facing the Central Park)


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(Snapshot I)

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(Snapshot II)

Life returns to normal and peaceful. All flourishing stories become untold. Only the silence of fallen leaves keep them.

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(Central Park, Path around Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis Reservoir)



To see a World in a Grain of Sand 一沙一世界,
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower, 一花一天堂。
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand 双手握无限,
And Eternity in an hour. 刹那是永恒。
                             --William Blake


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Photographed by Jennie Bai.
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Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Charleston Requiem




I didn't realize that Charleston could be some place until I started to book flight ticket and hotel. Gee... what a price! I immediately realized that I made a mistake and I should have stayed there longer.

Charleston is a historical town. I booked an B&B which has a history of almost two hundred years. Diane, who inherited the house from her grandparents, is an quite old-fashioned lady. I was directed to her by chance when almost all B&Bs I can find online had no vacancy for my two-day stay. Her house is not listed in Internet, -- what a disadvantage in such a technology world. She also didn't take credit card; rather she asked me to mail a check. Before my trip, she sent me a long email (thanks God! She at least have an email) -- with a highlighted sentence of "No shoes in the room. Please prepare your own slippery." Yet upon my arrival, I was amazed by her little jewel! Inside the room are various old furniture collected allover the country, most from Diane's relatives. (See the central photo) I immediately felt at home, even more when I bathed in the old-old bathtub with lion claws!

My  two-day agenda was quite full, so I decided to get up early far before the conference started. It was such a beautiful morning with lovely houses along the roads leading to the harbor. I stood under the window or in front of the garden gate, contemplating the life of those I never met...






Charleston by Jennie Bai



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Saturday, January 15, 2011

The Mile-High City - Denver



The 2011 AEA/AFA was held in Denver at the first weekend of January. I always try to create fun in my business trip and explore the local culture, food, natural and social adventure. So thinking of Colorado, the very idea hit my mind is to go skiing! Wonderful Rocky Mountain skiing resort, why not?

Yet upon arriving there, an intensive schedule including interviews, presentation, seminars and social events eroded my plan. Facing the music, I barely had time for a one-hour river walk, a two-hour museum tour, and attended a show on Sunday afternoon. However few, these moments highlight the whole trip! And life is measured by such moments. For those of you seeing merely people in the conference, let me show you some other colors that you may not have seen in Denver.


My first impression when getting out of the Denver airport is vast openness. With sparsely-dotted buildings, the city at the foot of Rocky Mountains looks attractive, especially for people like me from Manhattan. The sky is bluer and the air is thinner!


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Why such a blue sky? As its nickname suggests, Denver is a city 5,280 feet (one mile) above the sea level. In such rarified air, it's said that golf balls go ten percent farther… and so do cocktails. The sun feels warmer, because you're closer to it, but your coffee is cooler, because water boils at 202 degrees.

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(a step on the State Capitol Building that is exactly 5,280 feet above sea level. Source: web photo)

With 10-year work experience at various museums, especially the Metropolitan Museum, I really do not have any expectation for the Denver Art Museum. Still I went there --- 'DAM', 5-minute walk from the hotel, why not?

What a good decision! The modern-designed building immediately recalled of the peaks of Rocky Mountains. I later on searched the internet and found what the architect said, "I was inspired by the light and the geology of the Rockies, but most of all by the wide-open faces of the people of Denver."

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My favorite work is Fox Games by Sandy Skoglund. It's a fantastic world, depicting an invasion of gray foxes sculpted in clay and cast in polyester resin, within a restaurant. The foxes prowl on and around red tables in an entirely red room. Every element of the installation—forks, knives, plates, dinner rolls, and even a squirrel in the mouth of one of the foxes—is painted red.

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Other interesting works include:

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My first three days in Denver is full of beautiful sunshine! Just when I was praising the gorgeous weather sitting at a window table in a fine restaurant, the waiter joked on me, "Nice? You will soon tell its temper!" He was right. It started to snow on Sunday. The temperature dropped dramatically from 50F to -9F. Super luck for those economists who are going skiing, yet it is far less fun for me to walk in the snow with high-heel shoes.

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White high-heel shoes,
Arctic fox headband,
Dark blue cashmere coat,
......

Elegant walking set opposite to my eager feeling!

Two more blocks from Marriot to Sheraton,
Three more interviews,
then
I am DONE!



Immediately after all interviews at 2pm on Sunday, I got off business suite, put on jeans and boots, jumped into taxi, for National Western Stock Show! Come on, Rodeo time!

On the road from Denver airport to hotels, the taxi driver told us that the traffic may be bad in downtown since there was a stock parade show. What? The word 'stock' sounds so familiar yet I cannot shortly figure out its meaning at such context! We asked at least twice and finally realized that 'yes, it's a stock show.' Livestock!~

I have to confess that I am a city girl. Even though I internally feel closer to nature, I indeed spent most of my life in big cities such as Shanghai, Chicago, New York, etc. For me, 'Angus' is nothing but a word printed on the grocery store's meat counter, 'Alpaca' looks even strange and some mark on the clothes. I cannot imagine that I have a chance to look directly into their eyes and touch them!


How innocent the little alpaca looks~!

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Another one!

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A candidate was showing her Llama at the National Western Stock Show.

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A boy with his alpaca was waiting for their turn to the junior livestock show competition. He seemed a little shy and nervous.

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Not just these meek beings above, there are hundreds of angus, bulls, limousin, gelbvieh, and horses in big big stadium halls. Such a REAL world! There you constantly see newly-generated 'bullshits'! While they are accumulated and soon to be converted to energy in an adjacent plant!



I enjoyed my trip! Hope you are feeling the same. Every journey is a good process of self-exploration. I get to know myself better partly through observing and understanding other people's life. It's not always smooth and pleasant, but it's still treasure of the life.

May you have a peaceful and prosperous 2011!


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(Denver at Sunset)



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